من ديوان
A Tear and A Smile
للشاعر
Gibran Khalil Gibran
Before the Throne of Beauty
by Gibran Khalil Gibran
One heavy day I ran away from the grim face of society
and the dizzying clamour of the city and directed my weary
step to the spacious alley. I pursued the beckoning course
of the rivulet and the musical sounds of the birds until I
reached a lonely spot where the flowing branches of the
trees prevented the sun from the touching the earth.
I stood there, and it was entertaining to my soul - my thirsty
soul who had seen naught but the mirage of life instead of its
sweetness.
I was engrossed deeply in thought and my spirits were sailing
the firmament when a houri, wearing a sprig of grapevine that
covered part of her naked body, and a wreath of poppies about
her golden hair, suddenly appeared to me. As she she realized
my astonishment, she greated me saying, "Fear me not; I am
the Nymph of the Jungle."
"How can beauty like yours be commited to live in this place?
Please tell me who your are, and whence you come?" I asked.
She sat gracefully on the green grass and responded, "I am
the symbol of nature! I am the ever-virgin your forefathers
worshipped, and to my honor they erected shrines and temples at
Baalbek and Djabeil." And I dared say, "But those temples and
shrines were laid waste and the bones of my adoring ancestors
became a part of the earth; nothing was left to commemorate
their goddess save a pitiful few and the forgotten pages in
the book of history."
She replied, "Some goddesses live in the lives of their worshippers
and die in their deaths, while some live an eternal and infinite
life. My life is sustained by the world of beauty which you will
see where ever you rest your eyes, and this beauty is nature itself;
it is the beginning of the sheperds joy amoung the hills, and a
villagers happiness in the fields, and the pleasure of the awe-filled
tribes between the mountains and the plains. This Beauty promotes
the wise into the throne the truth."
Then I said, "Beauty is a terrible power!" And she retored, "Human
beings fear all things, even yourselves. You fear heaven, the
source of spiritual peace; you fear nature, the haven of rest and
tranquility; you fear the God of goodness and accuse him of anger,
while he is full of love and mercy."
After a deep silence, mingled with sweet dreams, I asked, "Speak
to me of that beauty which the people interpret and define, each
one according to his own conception; I have seen her honored
and worshipped in different ways and manners."
She answered, "Beauty is that which attracts your soul, and that
which loves to give and not to recieve. When you meet Beauty,
you feel that the hands deep within your inner self are stretched
forth to bring her into the domain of your heart. It is the
magnificence combined of sorrow and joy; it is the Unseen which
you see, and the Vague which you understand, and the Mute which
you hear - it is the Holy of Holies that begins in yourself and
ends vastly beyond your earthly imagination."
Then the Nymph of the Jungle approached me and laid her scented
hands upon my eyes. And as she withdrew, I found me alone in the
valley. When I returned to the city, whose turbulence no longer
vexed me, I repeated her words:
"Beauty is that which attracts your soul, and that
which loves to give and not to recieve.
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